Just a Teens Scars…

They all wonder why

I cry and sit in my room alone.

They tease and make fun

Of the woman I have become

But little do they know

That they are my foe

And the reason that caused me to be alone.
When you can never do anything right

So you hug your knees and cry at night

And bow your head and pray

That all their words will go away

Because you and the lord know 

They hurt you.
With all the yells and screams

You let yourself daydream

That someday they will see

Just how wrong they were to treat me

Like a sword peirced my heart

I show them my scars

Up and down my back

Their words, they attack

As blood drips down my face

Nothing can replace 

Thoes hurtful words they scream at me.

Dreams

There is this dream, 

I hide deep inside.

So scared am I, 

To even try.

It seems so far,

And yet so close.

Im ticking time bomb,

But I cant help my hopes.

I try to suppress,

Everything I feel,

For I am scared,

It may never be real.

I close my eyes,

And hang my head,

Nothing to do here,

Im as good as dead.

But if I found the courage,

To prove them wrong,

I think I would be happy,

It wouldn’t take long.

But I am scared,

And unsure what to do,

So I keep my dreams a secret,

And wish nobody knew.

My Problem With People.

In a world full of false loves and likes,
Where people date materials,

And do nothing but fight.

We find warmth in our possessions,

And look down at the poor,

Who smile back at us,

Our eyes fill with scorn.

We are naive,

And stupid to dismiss,

That we have false joys,

And wrongful bliss.

We created this mess,

Religion aside,

For we are the devils,

We have nothing to hide,

Take a look around,

To see what you see,

The faces people put on,

Hiding behind degrees.

We are filled,

With nothing but anger,

We take it out on others,

But it’s our selves we are trying to hide.

Polution, wars, viollence too,

By working on ourselves,

We might just save our planet too.

-AmT

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